HoMesiCk + LaZineSS = boLdly bLooMing blog

dear whoever read this entry...



this is my first blog..yeah...sounds good for me to have the courage?!! (is it the right word?...is it similar to rajin?) to have my own blog...hurmm but what to do it's the result of homesickness and loneliness... yup, i'm feeling homesick..it's been like these for the past few weeks since my beloved parents went back to Malaysia. huhu..rindu kamu semua...but not to forget my only heart n spirit who's right now busy studying for his exam...i tried to stop myself from thinking too much about these uncomfortable feeling but i can't..yeah, there are things that u can't get rid of it from ur mind...



for the last few weeks, i've been like this, staring blankly on my 19" flat monitor too lazy to study...my mind goes blank whenever i try to do my academic work... i need someone to nag me about this laziness disease...actually, i have a portfolio that's waiting to be started but what to do me and my own self...i'm so lazy to do it..haiiishh..waaaa....syuhada, don't be lazy..u need to work hard!!! i want to do it bu don't have the 'ilham' yet...can i say that? hurmmm...something to ponder....



last night at 2, mira and i was doing something weird...we were changing my room arrangement...i was thinking about this for a long time but this time i was going to do it real. thank god that our 2 roommates whose rooms are just below my room are gone to glasgow. xde la nant their sleep being disturbed by our craziness moving the furniture here and there.
hehehe...