oh gosh, what a long time

assalamualaikum..

oh gosh, what a long time. it was last december that i've posted a new entry to this blog. and please take note that that entry is written by my fiance. hurmm, that is so romantic of you..thanks sayang for always being with me.

today, once again i am writing my thoughts on this virtual-no paper blog after going through a long bored day. being alone in my room in IPBA (note: i've back in IPBA since the last 6 months) which has a new name: Institut Pendidikan Guru Malaysia Kampus Bahasa Antarabangsa (IPGM KBA) makes me think not twice but many times whether i should start writing something again on this personal blog. i am not really fond of writing nor typing the Short Message Service (SMS) but i once again trying to sharpen my english language through this blog. i hope this excitement (spirit i will say) will last for a longer period.

being bored alone in the room, but thanks to my sayang who is continually and loyally keep company me through the virtual dating program (credit to skype and little white broadband) always make me go through the moment of doing nothing meaningful. which mean wouldn't give me any benefit other than the feeling of 'being bored'.

i suppose i should try harder to maintain this blogging habit since i have done nothing to gradually brush up the fluency and accuracy of my english language. pls God let me do this..

i guess i will stop here for the time being giving the chance for next posts with more interesting and appealing entries. they will hopefully cover the journey of my life with incidents, events and functions that happened to me for the past 6 months.

p/s:crossing finger, will this blogging spirit retain for a long time

Aku cinta kamu

Pertamanya,
“Aku cinta kamu’
Biar kata – kata itu mendahului

Biar kamu tahu
Betapa aku menyayangimu
Di seluruh ruang hati
Kamu saja yang menghadiri

Kadangkala hatiku sakit
Bukan kerna kamu yang mencalarnya
Bukan kerna kamu tiada di hati
Kerna aku ingin kamu ubati

Adakalanya kamu tidak peduli
Kamu langsung tidak mengerti
Betapa pedihnya hati ini
Namun aku mahu memahami

Kamu selalu menjadi marah
Hingga hati aku menjadi susah
Namun, kamu lagi resah
Biarlah aku yang beralah

Kamu yang aku cintai
Hatimu tidak akan aku lukai
Biar kamu marah, sedih dan menangis
Sayangku tak mungkin akan habis

Aku akhirikan,
Sebuah ungkapan,
“Aku cinta kamu”

FIND THE RIGHT PERSON

"There's no right guy/girl for you, until you yourself make that person right for you".

Is there really a perfect person for us? Hurmm...still wondering until now. I used to say that I want a guy like this, who has this and that but as the time goes by, I feel that only us ourselves can make another person perfect for you. I used to feel that that person should accommodate himself to my need, but I have never thought that it is me who should try to fit into his life.

**to be continued**
p/s: need to put my brain and eyes into a cup of coffee so i can focus on the dissy.

i'm yours - Jason Mraz

Chilly, windy rainy days..

It rains again in Plymouth...yes, this is what the summer is for us the Plymouthians. It is not the bright and shining days of the sun, but it is the chilly, windy rainy days...I once heard someone said "It is rain only once a week in Plymouth as it'll rain for days before the sun is out again for the week." Yeah, it is true as it should be the sun brightly shines it jolly, merry cheerful rays of light in the summer but it is the cloudy, hazy and chilly air in Plymouth.

Anyway, it is not for us to talk about the weather whether it is the rainy summer or not. What we should do is to think that for every single thing that happens around us there is a reason for it. May it is not solely for us but it may useful for others. Allah do not make things happen just because He wants to. It is for us to think that Allah can do whatever He wants and to appreciate the world that is given to us to care for. Ibn Qayyim (r.a.) said that there are ten things that bring about the love of Allah: one of them is to allow your heart to reflect on His Names and Attributes.

~2 weeks post~

assalamualaikum...

2 weeks post?..yea...it looks like i'll be doing this regularly...hikhikhik...

this morning, i baked a 'puding roti'..saje sbb nk mkn, that's why rajin bebenar...actually xmkn lg bcoz my stomach still filled with the vege breaksfast that i've been eating for days..

last weekend, i went to london for the ISLAM EXPO 2008...it was a great event though i may say its not as what i expected. there, i saw many Muslims (and non-Muslims too) from all over the world...like me they came to experience the togetherness of the Muslims community...

there were a lot of booth appeal for funding and sadaqah to help other Muslims who are suffering...there were books booths and i managed to buy a Sisters-magazine. there were a lot of bargain going on especially when we Malaysian (as we know love, to bargain when buying things) were buying the books. nwy, its not that we bought one or two books. a friend of mine bought 3 books with the price of £20. there's one book i want but so sad that it's sold..PALESTINE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, AND TOMOROW..£5..but now the cheapest price that i've found is £10..nk bali ke x ni?..*thinking state*.....

*She is in Paradise*

Assalamualaikum..
2nd post for today. I would like to share a story taken from the "Gems & Jewels" which compiled by Abdul Malik Mujahid. i like this book as it contains many stories in the hope that we will gain a lot of virtues, develop good character patterns, and adopt intellectual behaviour in our lives from th examples of the great personalities of Islam.

*She is in Paradise*

Khalid bin safwan saw a group in the mosque of Basrah, and he said, "What is this gathering?" He was told, "There is a woman who informs men about women who are available for marriage." He went to her and said, "I want to marry a woman." She said, "Describe her to me." He said, "I want her to be a virgin who is wise like a married woman, or a married woman who is innocent like a virgin; she should be sweet when she is near, splendid when she is at a distance, she should have live a life of luxury and then became afflicted with poverty - so she has the manners of the rich and the humility of the poor. When we gather wealth we should be as the people of the world, and when we become poor, we should be as the people of the Hereafter."

She said, "I know of such a woman for you." He said, "And where is she?" She said, "In Paradise, so work to achieve her!"

(Gems and Jewels (2004) p23)

the story is about a man looking for a good woman to marry. For us ladies, it is the same. Every one of us are looking for a good husband, mature husband, rich husband and the list goes on...but if we really want a man that has all the criterias in our list don't wait till last,we have to work for it. Seek for Allah forgiveness and look for His blessing. May Allah granted us what is best for us.